'May I never miss a sunset or a rainbow because I'm looking down'
- Sara June Parker
Here's something that's in my heart and something that I would like to share with you.
It was definitely past my bed time. I was seated in the living room, Facebook-ing as usual, with my mommy in the picture. As we were about to lock up the house and prepare ourselves for bed, it started to rain.
Somehow, I was so excited and so pumped up. I literally ran out of the house to take a look at what was happening - the rain. I stood at a spot where I was able to enjoy the rain and at the same time manage to keep myself dry. I was observing the rain, feeling the wind blowing directly in my face. It has been awhile since I've experienced/observed a raining scene up close. And I felt good; and I don't know why. I would have literally danced in the rain under the night sky but it was past my bedtime and I didn't want to get myself (and my pajamas) wet.
So I went back into the house.
I started thinking and considering about stuff. My mommy would want me to go to the States to study high school so that I wouldn't have to pay so much if I go for college/university there. I was struck with dilemmas. The high school in US is humongous and the people there are friendly. Not to mention the beautiful landscape and environment. But, I'll be leaving a lot of things behind - my relatives (COUSINS!), my beloved friends, my church, my school and RANGERS! How can I possibly leave Rangers?! It's going to be a very hard decision to make. :( Plus, I'm afraid to go over. Actually, I'm afraid to start anew, afraid to start again, afraid to adapt the whole new environment. I'm afraid. I really need God to let me know where he wants me to go. Do pray for me ya? :)
The future is running towards me; its running real fast.
Soon, I'll be taking my PMR then SPM then I'll start driving then I'll go to college then start working then get married and start a family. Man, I don't want to grow up. Really, I don't want to grow up. I don't really know how to explain myself, but I really don't want to grow up. TEEHEE. I still want to be a little kid for now. :)
'Delight yourself in the Lord and He will grant your heart desires'
Remember me saying something like this 'I'm going to fast Facebook for a month or two or more'? :D Well, my fasting facebook month is arriving. I'll be fasting the entire month of September and 1/2month of October. I'll be fasting until my Finals end. I'll be using the amount of time on Facebook with God and will be studying for my Finals. I might sound like a nerd or something, but I really want to ace and score in my finals! :) Wanna join me in fasting Facebook? :)
Remember to always look up and don't you miss the sunset and the rainbow! (:
Love you truck loads,
:)
- Sara June Parker
Here's something that's in my heart and something that I would like to share with you.
It was definitely past my bed time. I was seated in the living room, Facebook-ing as usual, with my mommy in the picture. As we were about to lock up the house and prepare ourselves for bed, it started to rain.
Somehow, I was so excited and so pumped up. I literally ran out of the house to take a look at what was happening - the rain. I stood at a spot where I was able to enjoy the rain and at the same time manage to keep myself dry. I was observing the rain, feeling the wind blowing directly in my face. It has been awhile since I've experienced/observed a raining scene up close. And I felt good; and I don't know why. I would have literally danced in the rain under the night sky but it was past my bedtime and I didn't want to get myself (and my pajamas) wet.
So I went back into the house.
I started thinking and considering about stuff. My mommy would want me to go to the States to study high school so that I wouldn't have to pay so much if I go for college/university there. I was struck with dilemmas. The high school in US is humongous and the people there are friendly. Not to mention the beautiful landscape and environment. But, I'll be leaving a lot of things behind - my relatives (COUSINS!), my beloved friends, my church, my school and RANGERS! How can I possibly leave Rangers?! It's going to be a very hard decision to make. :( Plus, I'm afraid to go over. Actually, I'm afraid to start anew, afraid to start again, afraid to adapt the whole new environment. I'm afraid. I really need God to let me know where he wants me to go. Do pray for me ya? :)
The future is running towards me; its running real fast.
Soon, I'll be taking my PMR then SPM then I'll start driving then I'll go to college then start working then get married and start a family. Man, I don't want to grow up. Really, I don't want to grow up. I don't really know how to explain myself, but I really don't want to grow up. TEEHEE. I still want to be a little kid for now. :)
'Delight yourself in the Lord and He will grant your heart desires'
Remember me saying something like this 'I'm going to fast Facebook for a month or two or more'? :D Well, my fasting facebook month is arriving. I'll be fasting the entire month of September and 1/2month of October. I'll be fasting until my Finals end. I'll be using the amount of time on Facebook with God and will be studying for my Finals. I might sound like a nerd or something, but I really want to ace and score in my finals! :) Wanna join me in fasting Facebook? :)
Remember to always look up and don't you miss the sunset and the rainbow! (:
Love you truck loads,
:)
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